CAMP

I haven't updated in forever once again, so i guess i didn't talk at all about stephen and how i've felt about him lately. so here goes. In the beginning of the relationship, i thought that eventually everything would work out. sure, those first fights with my parents were painful, but i could deal with them. fir the past month, i just really really prayed about it. at first i felt peace, but then i started thinking about all the family reunions or the wedding with all the disapproving stares. i know that maybe on the outside my dad would eventually come to, but, what about all the rest of my family. then this week at camp, i thought about how boring the relationship was getting cuz we had so dern much in common. that's why i'm gonna make the commitment not to have a boyfriend til i get to college. does this mean the next guy i date will definitely be from college? no. i don't know who, but i just want this next guy and me to really really get to talk a lot before i date him. oh, and another thing i lacked prerelationship was prayer about it, i did pray a little but i seriously didn't even wait for an answer. plus, i think senior year i will focus on God, church, friends, and making good grades.

camp

there has never been a more awesome God experience. but my time is short so i will expound later....